Wow. It's been a long time since I've written here. And I'll be honest with you: it's because I don't know what to do with this blog. My life ended on November 1st. But it didn't. I have new, exciting, fun, and wonderful things and people in my life now that I wouldn't have if it weren't for everything that happened. But I don't know if this is the place to share all that. I want to write about it. I really do.
But here's the thing: this blog has been about my life, yes, but it's been about my life with Scott. I've written about our relationship, our home, our goals and dreams, and our shared experiences. But at the same time, it's been about MY life. And yes, eight years of that life was spent with Scott, and that phase of my life is over, but that doesn't necessarily mean it has to be erased or forgotten. In fact, that would be terrible. Even with the way it ended, things with Scott were great and I have a lot of truly wonderful memories of our life together.
So do I keep writing here, about new things and new people (namely, the amazing guy I'm dating), or do I abandon this blog and start a new one? I honestly don't know the answer.
