I went to the doctor today and got some Ambien. I'm hopeful. I got a good night's sleep last night, for the first night in a while, and I felt loads better today than I have the past few days.
Thank goodness. I was getting a bit snippy with people who don't deserve to be treated like that.
Tuesday, March 17, 2015
Sunday, March 15, 2015
Something's Tipping The Balance
You know, most of the time the bipolar thing is a non-issue. My meds are very effective at keeping me level.
But every once in a while, something tips the balance.
I've been feeling a bit off for a few days, and I can't figure out why. I have things I'm worried and stressed about, which might be it, but something just doesn't feel right, and it's throwing me for a loop.
I've been irritable for a few days, and I'm hoping that it's just because I've not been sleeping well lately.
Words hurt deeper than anything, and I'm so afraid I'm going to lose my temper and say something horrible to someone and ruin things forever.
I have a doctor's appointment on Tuesday and I'm going to ask for Ambien. I'm hoping if I can sort out my sleeping issues everything else will fall into place.
We'll see.
But every once in a while, something tips the balance.
I've been feeling a bit off for a few days, and I can't figure out why. I have things I'm worried and stressed about, which might be it, but something just doesn't feel right, and it's throwing me for a loop.
I've been irritable for a few days, and I'm hoping that it's just because I've not been sleeping well lately.
Words hurt deeper than anything, and I'm so afraid I'm going to lose my temper and say something horrible to someone and ruin things forever.
I have a doctor's appointment on Tuesday and I'm going to ask for Ambien. I'm hoping if I can sort out my sleeping issues everything else will fall into place.
We'll see.
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